Thursday, May 5, 2011

loved you with a fire, RED; now its turning blue.


WELL, thats one way to turn 16.
would you believe it. :/

my mind is a battlefield right now.
literally. scarred.

the thought of you, hiding all this from me?
gosh. i had to find it out myself.
even scrolling through yr blog.
going through 'see friendship'.
hearing things from friends who care
about me better than you.
all telling me that you girl,
are one heck of a player.

sometimes a wonder,
maybe im the next one on yr list.
maybe whats happening to me now,
is what happened to the last one.

i tried tolerating.
i really believed you could
and have changed.
you didn't disappoint me.
i let myself down.

maybe its time you can cross me
out of the list of
'guys i have played'.
so including me,thats 3.
good for you.
its sad i just found out there was
another one besides him.
gosh.

i should've seen it coming.
grats, you played me.
:|