loved you with a fire, RED; now its turning blue.

WELL, thats one way to turn 16.

would you believe it. :/

my mind is a battlefield right now.

literally. scarred.

the thought of you, hiding all this from me?

gosh. i had to find it out myself.

even scrolling through yr blog.

going through 'see friendship'.

hearing things from friends who care

about me better than you.

all telling me that you girl,

are one heck of a player.

sometimes a wonder,

maybe im the next one on yr list.

maybe whats happening to me now,

is what happened to the last one.

i tried tolerating.

i really believed you could

and have changed.

you didn't disappoint me.

i let myself down.

maybe its time you can cross me

out of the list of

'guys i have played'.

so including me,thats 3.

good for you.

its sad i just found out there was

another one besides him.

gosh.

i should've seen it coming.

grats, you played me.

:|

The FEAR

I saw them eyes;

they were crying out saying,

you were afraid.

:/

i dont blame you for that.

im sorry.

Unwinding Cable Car

HELLO THERE!

yeah, blog has been pretty dead recently.

for a long time. well, form 4 life aint honeymoon year unlike

adults and teachers say. tsk.

screw the new subjects mannnn.

add math is one of the things in life that

i could really do without. i mean, who uses functions in graphs?

quadratic equations? factorising? gosh.

from my point of view, in work,

bosses give you info, and the most you do,

is put them into graphs.

they dont give you a graph and ask you to find the function.

add math is keeeeeling me man. :/

this week has been one BUSY week.

hard to believe last week was the holls. feels like its been weeks.

i need a day off man. :)

OKAYSSSS. better get going.

got a life to run, and its pressuring. LOL.

see yah.